Estonia was the destination for the European amateur, before I went my long game probably felt the worst it had it had been this year leading up to a tournament. The days off recovering from food poisoning had obviously thrown my golf off track so when I got to Estonia I spent the practice day trying to find a way of getting it round. Onto the course and it was extremely soft with shortish par 4’s but unreachable par 5’s, the greens were bumpy and soft making it hard to roll the ball.
I started on 10 and it quickly became a story of not taking advantage of my wedges, hitting 7/8 out of 9 greens but not having a putt inside 12/15 ft. This meant I went out in 9 straight pars. I chipped and putted the par 5 1st for birdie which relieved some pressure knowing that birdies would be plentiful this week. More pars followed until I reached the 5th where thunder stopped play for an hour or so. This should perhaps happen more often as I managed to roll in a 40 ft putt for birdie when play restarted. A good 12 footer on 6 maintained momentum until unfortunately I made my first bogey on 8. I managed to reply well with a closing birdie for a 70(-2). It didn’t feel great but I hit a lot of greens and kept it in play which I was pleased about.
The 2nd round started with a par, then on 2 I made a very lucky birdie after a wild drive found a good lie and a swing amongst bushes and trees. It could and probably should have been a 5/6. I then made a good birdie on the 4th, the hardest hole on the course. However, on 5 I hit it to 25 ft rammed that 4ft by. I went on to miss that and stupidly rushed my tap in and missed that. Something I’ve done a few times this year, not out of anger but carelessness and not taking my time. A few bad long putts followed for 40-60ft which led to a bogey on 7 and scraping pars on 8&9. I finally gave myself a chance on 12 from 10ft but missed that then hit it in the water on 13 from my drive. I got up and down for bogey to go +2. Another bad drive meant I had 50 yards for my 3rd on 14, admittedly I got a bit lucky with my pitch which ran out to 4 ft and saved par. At this point I was just trying to scramble a score and managed to get up and down from 70 yards on the par 5 15th for birdie. I played the last few solid enough but no decent chances meant I finished with a 73(+1). A round where I felt I didn’t do anything well apart from hang in.
The round 3 cut was looking like -1 which was my tournament total. I started on 10 again and a good 12ft putt on 12 for birdie got things going after a solid 2 holes. A big hook on 15 into the water led to a scrappy bogey in the end and increased the pressure. My most important birdie probably came at 16 as I hit it to 4ft from 110 in the rough to regain momentum and positivity. I got up&down on 17 and a bad chip meant I didn’t birdie 18 to be out in -1. I got up and down from the rough on 1&3 from around 98 yards on both holes for birdies to give me a nice cushion. I then hit it close from 132 on 6 to go -4 for the round. A wild 3 wood on 7 into the trees led to a chip out and a bogey. I negotiated 8 and then closed out with a birdie on 9 again hitting it to 2ft from 116 for a round of 68(-4) and a 5 under total. This positioned me at T16 giving me an opportunity for a good finish. The reason I shot this score instead of somewhere around level wasn’t due to my driving because I hit 4 fairways but how many times I hit it close from the rough with a wedge.
Looking to finish well I started off with a couple of steady pars until a Sunday carve, that being an under-exaggeration, meant I lost my ball and resulted in a double bogey. Somehow my outside birdie chances on 4,5 and 7 all lipped out from 20-30 ft when they looked in all the way. A wild 4 iron on the par 3 8th led to a bogey and a round that was getting away from me fast. A bad wedge shot on 9 led to a par and a front 9 of +3. I kept hitting good putts but nothing wanted to go in on 10&11. I got away with a bad 3 wood on 12 but hit 1 of my first bad putts from 15ft to remain +3. A bad drive and second on 13 was saved by a great 30 yard bunker shot to 7ft. It was a bit like the 2nd round where I kept trying and hoped a birdie would come soon. My first real chance came on 15 from 8ft but a bad putt left me frustrated knowing I had make them count. However on the very next I rolled in a 15ft putt for a birdie at last and all of a sudden another chance arose from 12ft on 17 which I converted for back to back birdies. A closing par led to a 73(+1) and a -4 total. This left me in a tie for 35th. Not what I was looking for but based on the way I played and finished it wasn’t a disaster.
Yes it was one of those weeks where it didn’t click however I’m happy that I was able to shoot some good scores. With the leaders finishing at -16 it was unlikely the way I felt all week I was going to challenge. It’s probably the best field I’ll play in all year so to play badly and finish alright is a positive in my eyes. I have just 1 competition left in a couple of months time, unfortunately it all quietens down then, hopefully I can regroup and finish the season off well.